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Permalink escafeism: Some people don’t let themselves cry in front of anybody and sometimes we don’t need anyone seeing us crying. We call ourselves the queen of fighting back tears but when we cannot help it we choose to do it when no one is looking at us, you do it alone, you do it in the place where nobody but yourself. You don’t want to be seen weak ‘cause you want people to see you strong. When you feel your eyes tear up in public, you just feel so ashamed. You don’t want be called like an ‘emo’. You don’t want to look so sensitive but you want to look tough enough. You want to be stoic- the one who is unaffected by pain.  I know that there’s no wrong in crying cause we all need to shed our tears for our emotional state. But sometimes we need to fight back our tears especially in public because we don’t know what’ll society thinks of us. We don’t know what will happen if they see us crying. We don’t know what they’ll think. We won’t know of what they’ll say. We won’t know if someone will care for us, if someone will comfort us, if someone will protect us from this pain. It’s hard to think that there is always no one for you. It’s hard that in the end there’s no someone that will help you from this pain. So sometimes we just choose to hide our tears and pretend that everything is okay.
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11 PAINFUL THINGS

escafeism:

  • Bringing back the feeling you’ve learn to forget
  • Reminiscing the good times
  • Trying to hide what you really feel
  • Loving someone who loves another
  • Loving a person too much
  •  Shielding your heart to love somebody
  • Having a commitment with someone you know would not last
  • Right love at the wrong time
  • Taking risk to fall in love again
  • Accepting that it was never meant to be
  • “What ifs”

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Iba parin talaga ang highschool friends. :)

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Permalink currently watching this movie.
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I will never get tired texting you from the moment i wake up, text you ever hour updating you, text you before i sleep. I’ll never get tired of kissing you all over. I love you.

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I miss the old us. but that’s a long long long time ago, we all moved on maybe it’s time for us to be friends again without the “Awkwardness” and be happy for each others life now.

Permalink misskhae: I wish I would just show up on your doorstep.  Not with anything special, just me. And when you’d open the door I’d smile and while you’re trying to figure out what the hell I’m doing there I’d tell you how hard the past months have been, how much I’ve thought about you, how much I regretted everything. And then you’d take me in your arms then you’d grab my face and kiss me the way you used to and everything would be perfect again.
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